Give every trader a clear view of themselves — in real time.

The trading industry is full of tools that help you analyze the market. Almost none of them help you analyze yourself.

Meridian was built to fill that gap. Not with a journal you fill in after the session. Not with a generic mood tracker. But with a real-time behavioral index that runs natively inside NinjaTrader 8 and shows you, in numbers, how behavioral pressure is building from your session activity — before the next trade.

We believe that most traders already have what it takes. A solid strategy. A plan. Discipline — most of the time. What they lack is a mirror. Something that shows them when the plan is quietly slipping, before it becomes a blown session.

That is what Meridian is.

I've been a full-time trader for over five years — starting in equities, moving to prop firm futures, and now trading independently. In that time, I've blown up more accounts than I care to admit.

It was never the strategy. I knew exactly what to do. The problem was that in the middle of a losing streak — three red trades in a row, already past my session limit, telling myself "just one more" — I couldn't see what was happening to me. I was tilted. My emotions had taken over. And no strategy survives that.

After years of that same pattern — the self-doubt, the frustration, the questions about why I couldn't just stick to the plan — I started building what I wished had existed: a tool that tells you, in real time, where you stand psychologically. Not a journal you fill in after the damage is done. Something that works during the session.

Since building Meridian, I've passed multiple prop firm evaluations, collected consistent payouts, and now trade independently full-time. Not because I found a better strategy. Because I finally stopped being my own worst enemy.